radtastic_robot

I'm alive. And very sick. :(

I'm going to apply for a job at this grocery store so I can work for two weeks, make enough money for everything then split. Hopefully.

The part for my car is only $76 so it shouldn't be too hard to get.

But I'm sick so pity me.

I'm at my mom's.

I just filed my tax return.

And I am only getting $101.10 back.

Fucking blah. If I were 25 or had popped out a kid, I would get $3,000. Why should I get more after being 25? Hypothetically, I would be out of college, probably with a decent job then. Now is the time when I would be a struggling student, who could then finally deviate from a ramen and grilled cheese sandwich diet. In reality, I'm just a bum, but getting away from the ramen would still be a plus.
But whatever. Whores and old people get more money. Congrats.

Anyway. To fix my CV joint will cost me a nice chunk of cash. $450 specifically. If you are unaware, I do not have $450. Right now I have $2.63.

I might be able to get the cash together, but I should be getting this tax return soon since I filed online and am getting it direct deposit. So I'm going to use that money to take the car to a mechanic to see if that really is the problem.

The sound my car makes is apparently similar to the sound you would hear when there's a problem with the motor mount, so let's hope that is the problem instead of the CV joint. The motor mount would be MUCH cheaper to repair, though if it isn't taken care of soon my engine could drop and pretty much destroy the car forever.

Either way I'll find out what's wrong, and if there are too many more problems aside from the fuel filter and CV or motor mount, I'm going to try and sell it for maybe a couple hundred bucks. If it's the CV joint, it will probably last a while before it actually goes out. Like I could just drive the car around town for a long time with no problems. But I think two entire days of driving would probably be the breaking point for it.

But anyway, I have until the 14th or 19th at my aunt's house. I forget which. And if that isn't enough time, I have a few place I could stay at for a few days at a time or something. But no one really has the means (monetary or otherwise) to put me up for too long. And I don't foresee getting an apartment here anytime soon. I could NEVER afford it. So be it by car or (let's hope not,) bus, I am going to Texas pretty much for sure. Unless I die or am rendered physically unable to.

But yeah, that's pretty much all that's been going on. I've been stressing out, smoking too many cigarettes and dying of boredom.

Also I wasted 15 minutes playing Shining Force before I got to a battle and discovered it's a strategy RPG with a battle system that makes my brain stab itself in true Strategy RPG fashion. I will never get that time back.

I ROLLED UP THE KING!!



I WIN AT LIFE!

on February 17th, my paid account ends. And I hate this journal(also the fact that the underscore now becomes a hyphen in the address bar irritates me for some reason). So, I am going to start using a new one then, but I can't decide on a username. I made about 15, but narrowed it down to 2. haha.

Poll #658138 Close your ears
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 15

So.. which should I use?

I made a new layout. And my foot hurts really fucking badly. It might be infected or something, I don't know, but it really sucks.

( also, what the fuck? )

Dear internet,

You fail to entertain.

I am going to go play GAY gamecube animal crossing ALONE and not on a DS.

Love,
Sarah

P.S. I do not know why I am so damn obsessed with The Flying Car. But I am going to buy the 10th anniversary Clerks DVD just for it. And for the animated lost scene.

10:02 PM (16 - 01) > urutora sutoka: Belle & Sebastian Sun, March 19, 2006
Time: 8:00 PM
Doors Open: 7:00pm
On Sale 01/21/2006
On Sale Time: 10:00am
BELLE & SEBASTIAN return with special guests - The New Pornographers.

$30.00 - Main Floor Level - General Admission
Open Dance Floor (Standing)
$30.00 - Loge Reserved (Seated)
$30.00 - Mezzanine Reserved (Seated)

10:02 PM (16 - 01) > spandex frog: well, look slike we're nto going
10:02 PM (16 - 01) > urutora sutoka: I can't believe that shit.
10:02 PM (16 - 01) > spandex frog: me neither dude
10:03 PM (16 - 01) > urutora sutoka: I love both of those bands, but fuck $30
10:03 PM (16 - 01) > spandex frog: seriously

The Wiltern is where Olivia Tremor Control was going to play a few years ago, but I didn't get to go because Jessica didn't want to drive, and no one was willing to pay $25 to see them. Someone else awesome played there(I don't remember who), but the same thing happened.

I just can't believe that, $30 for two bands.

I've payed less then half of that to see popular bands.

Hi, my phone is on again.

The phone at my house is off yet again. It will be back on today or Monday. I don't know which. But yeah.

And I need to pay for a subscriber account on last.fm so I can listen to my loved tracks radio. :(

So today I backed into a car at the gas station, ate rice for lunch and dinner, and almost died from exhaustion because I've gotten almost no sleep in the past week or so.

Go Sarah!! Go Sarah!!

hahaha. what the eff.

I have decided.

My new years resolution is: GODZILLA KANCHO

So I had fun on New Years. I went to a party thing at Jason's apartment. I took a drink of Not-Cameron's wine, and it was good. I also had champagne and it was the worst thing ever. haha. There was also an annoying girl there who tried to force everyone into liking the decemberists by playing "A Cautionary Song" (She also yelled "OH GOD, PLEASE FUCKING TAG YOUR MP3S!!" In the most irritating voice at Andrew, because one of his Cibo Matto mp3s said "Fi Wasabi" instead of "Sci-fi Wasabi". Jesus). yeah, ok. But it was pretty fun, aside from being drunkenly hit on. That was odd, and I wasn't sure if it was a joke or not. :x But Jason gave me the first volume of the Saiyuki manga, which was really nice. I should read it now.

Oh yeah also, Andrew shot me in the boob with an airsoft gun and it hurt. :( I HAVE A BRUISE NOW.

Is anyone doing anything on New Years that might involve me not sitting at home playing JMS? :'(

I made a new journal layout that I actually like this time. And I actually made it work in firefox. Amazing, I know. Well it works except for the centering of my user icon. But that's ok. So maybe I will keep this one for a while. And I need to make some new mood icons. But I don't know what to make them out of. And stuff.

OH SNAP.

TABITHA

Remember when we were talking about shows we wanted to see?

http://www.ticketweb.com/user/?region=socal&query=detail&event=640355

09:37 PM (24 - 11) > OscarO4117: so anyway
09:37 PM (24 - 11) > OscarO4117: you won
09:37 PM (24 - 11) > time for klax: yay!

I don't really like holidays, but ones where I am expected to eat more food than jesus are ok by me. And mashed potatoes are my favorite food. So I win.

I am not going to eat any turkey though because I do not want the bird flu. However, pie is more than safe.

Oh yeah, Wendy told me to do this thing. haha.

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1. Cibo Matto - Working for Vacation
2. Arcade Fire - Haiti
3. The Pillows - Back Seat Dog (Which goes into Here Comes Your Man by the Pixies at the end and it scared me when I noticed it.)
4. Pavement - Silence Kit
5. Guns n Roses - Welcome to the Jungle
6. Architecture in Helsinki - One Heavy February
7. Gorillaz - Dare

And whoever wants to put this in their journal can because that is how we roll.

11:24 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: awww




11:24 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: it didn't happen
11:24 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: i'll deny it
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: TIL I DIE
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > time for klax: go ahead
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > time for klax: I know the truth
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: then im goin to have to kill you
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: sorry:-\
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > time for klax: :(
11:25 PM (23 - 11) > OscarO4117: put that in your journal

So I went to the doctor today, and I got an ankle x-ray because my ankle is messed up and it is swollen. I don't know what happened to it exactly. I also get to have an ultrasound tomorrow to see what is the deal with my hernia thing.

Yesterday was cookie making day.

( ZOMG )